my_life321

It's been a long month

Wed, 08 Mar 2006 01:55:46 GMT

so yeh i havent updated in a while and i thought i should update instead of studying for my math test!! but yeh so break was absolutely amazing! i went home to england and stayed with my oldest and best friend rich, we talked about fun times and had alot of laughs it was just great! umm sinse being back at school my grades are good but declining lol and so far i have no social life outside of school except going to the gym. umm yeh thats about it!! if anyone wants to hang out this weekend write me a comment, cos otherwise i fear my weekend shall be boring...again.

Wed, 25 Jan 2006 00:21:13 GMT

So it has been ...along time sinse i have updated. i seem to be more into myspace i guess, but tht gets old fast. umm lifes been boring as usual, i'm fed up of the cold and i'm fed up of school and all the crap tht comes with it. yeh alot of shit has been happening recently that has pissed me off but yeh not going to go into tht to much lol and yeh thts bout it

Sat, 07 Jan 2006 02:07:29 GMT

nessa i'm sorry lol

happy new year!!

Sun, 01 Jan 2006 06:23:11 GMT

so last night was great laugh and i'm so happy that 05 is finally over and i can start fresh on a brand new year!!!

Tue, 13 Dec 2005 23:46:43 GMT

Lets Look Back At 05...

1) Was 2005 a good year for you?: it had its ups and downs

2) What was your favorite moment of the year?: england

3) What was your least favorite moment of the year? mainly throughout the summer

4) Where were you when 2005 began? ashleys house

5) Who were you with? ashley, umm whoever else i cant even remember

6) Where will you be when 2005 ends?: umm probably driving around with brad

7) Who will you be with when 2005 ends?: brad and family

8) Did you keep your new years resolution of 2005? yeh i guess

9) Do you have a new years resolution for 2006?:yeh, make as many friends as possible and not to go out with anyone unless i'm sure about it.

10) Did you fall in love in 2005? yeh

11) If yes, with who?: theres a list

12) If yes, do they know?: yes

14) Do you regret it?: yeh 2/4 i do

15) Did you breakup with anyone in 2005?: yep

16) Did you make any new friends in 2005?: yeh

17) Who are your favorite new friends?: brad and claire

18) What was your favorite month of 2005?: umm august

19) Did you travel outside of the US in 2005? yeh

20) How many different states did you travel to in 2005? 6

21) Did you lose anybody close to you in 2005?: yeh

22) Did you miss anybody in the past year?: yeh

23) What was your favorite Movie that you saw in 2005?: harry potter lol

24) What was your favorite song from 2005?: welcome home- coheed and cambria

25) What was your favorite record(s) from 2005?: see 24

26) How many concerts did you see in 2005? 3

27) Did you have a favorite concert in 2005?: HIM

28) did you drink a lot of alcohol in 2005?: yeh decent amount hopefully more next year

29) did you do a lot of drugs in 2005?: never touched any and dont plan on it

30) How many people did you sleep with in 2005?: 5 (sleeping and nothing else)

31) Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year?: of course

33) What was the worst lie someone told you in 2005?: umm i dunno

34) Did you treat somebody badly in 2005?: Yes

35) Did somebody treat you badly in 2005?: yeh

36) How much money did you spend in 2005?: well over $3000

37) What was your proudest moment of 2005?: getting offered places on state shooting teams and now national teams. also winning 5-stand league, BOO YEH BITCHES

Wed, 07 Dec 2005 20:09:53 GMT

today has been such a bad day for me, i feel like just dieing in a hole (as i've been told to do so often). then again the only people tht would actually care would be my family and like 3 friends

Mon, 05 Dec 2005 03:07:35 GMT

je souhaite que je pourrais vous dire combien je t'aime

if anyone can work tht out i congratulate you, but dont try and use an online translator because it doesnt translate correctly.

Tue, 29 Nov 2005 23:35:57 GMT

so yeh, i havent updated in a few days mainly because nothings happened in the last few days. today was ok appart from the burning of my finger in autos which is really stinging like hell. last night brad and i bought his exaust gasket so we could fix his exaust leak (when i burnt my finger) and we ended up getting lost for 2 hours driving around west bloomfield. that was quite amusing, but also gave us a decent amount of time to talk about life in general. for example, who he likes and what he should do about her and who i like and what i should do about her and all the fun stuff tht guys talk about. anyway i'm trying to organise a movie and to hang out with people so if anyone wants to comejust comment or talk to me etc, so far it's ashley and myself lol.

"dare to lose to win" special air service moto

Mon, 21 Nov 2005 00:34:17 GMT

Small, simple, safe price.
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets.
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals.
And I am not afraid to die;
I am not afraid to bleed and fuck and fight,
I want the pain of payment.
What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts.
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks.
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand fucks?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid.
To fill and spill over and under my thoughts.
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter.
I'm cutting trying to picture your black, broken heart.
Love is not like anything.
Especially a fucking knife!

Sat, 19 Nov 2005 01:10:38 GMT

So today kicked butt!! school was horrible as usual but after school was great. came home, then went to see harry potter and the goblet of fire!! it was so good and to hear the native tongue was quite nice lol, but yeh tonight was great fun and i think it should happen again lol.

Tue, 15 Nov 2005 22:37:06 GMT

Parents suck so so much. They wouldnt take me to get food, and we have nothing to eat in our house at the moment so i ended up cycling all the way to mcdonalds then all the way back in the rain. So now i'm completely soaked from head to toe (no exageration) and freezing cold, so if i'm not in school tomorrow you know why. i'm going to go warm up and have a shower

Mon, 14 Nov 2005 22:16:05 GMT

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:

[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you fuck me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?

Mon, 14 Nov 2005 20:13:49 GMT

I'm so confused and i dont know why. Theres so many things i want to say that dont mean anything. i cant seem to figure anything out, nothing seems to work. every song i hear, i feel like its describing my life and feelings. everyday i question everything i do, i think about every decision, every consequence, every mistake i've made so far.

Mon, 14 Nov 2005 02:38:58 GMT

Mon, 14 Nov 2005 02:38:13 GMT

Sun, 13 Nov 2005 19:55:28 GMT

So yesturday was freeking great. did the rader rake for this really nice old guy who left us coke and chips. then got picked up and had a shower and got dressed etc, then kyle arrived and we all piled into the minivan!! then we drove into detroit with some very interesting kyle driving(burning out in minivan and nearly flipping us over on the highway). Upon arriving in detoit we met many nice hobbo's while standing in a line that ran for around 4 blocks. Then when we got into the place we ran to get seats which we managed easily (sweet ass seats) then the show began!!! yeh such a great show appart from the "great mother" and her friend who caused much aggrevation for everyone but stan gave them a mouth full..litrally. but yeh so we then left for home and picked up monster drinks on the way and headed to Jet's for food and to see lydie. then we chilled at jets till like 11.45 and then we got home at like 12 and went to bed at like 2-3.

Sun, 13 Nov 2005 16:27:19 GMT

Yesturday was the best day EVER!! went to see him in concert it was so amazing, i cant even describe it!! if you want pics tell me and i'll email them to you or sumthing

Sat, 12 Nov 2005 00:57:35 GMT

So today has been a rather interesting day. german was...easy and not challenging as usual, then i had history where i failed the test and presented my project. I personally thought i choked alot and messed it all up but i recieved compliments so i guess it wasnt that bad. Then i had algebra 2 where i did well on the non calculator quiz and then failed the calculator section. Next i became hated and despised by everyone in my auto's class for being teachers pet. Backround info: on friday we had a sub and we were so bad and pissed her off so much and i got in alot of trouble for having my zippo in school, so the sub left a really bad note for us and mr. verbeke has taken away our lab time for like 2 weeks. But today while everyone was taking notes and working on book work, i was in the lab with advanced students!!! when i was the one who got in the most trouble!!! being teachers pet really helps in life lol.

Fri, 11 Nov 2005 02:45:31 GMT

I am soo tired. ok, so after school i went to the dentist where i had my mouth ripped to peices, then i went for a hair cut in the mall. i then ate $15 dollars of food in the food court, bought hitchhikers guide to the galazy for tomoz. Then went to meet sister and mother in hairdresser where i was offered to get my eyebrows waxed!! lol umm then i came home and began work on my project, and now tht i've finished doing all that and practiced it a few times i now have to study for the history test and prepare my poster board to be carried into school tomorrow!! so tomorow i'm gonna be knackered!! gonna have to drink a load of coffee tomorow so i'm awake for my presentation.

Wed, 09 Nov 2005 23:39:08 GMT

So today was ...interesting. German i got in trouble for not doing my work (i did the majority of it), then history just kicked ass as usual. Math was fun as always, and then auto's punishment began. We had a sub on friday and all we did was mess around and i nearly got my lighter taken off me cos of a stupid kid in my class, but V wasnt too happy so now we have to do bookwork for the next week instead of working on the cars. Went to the ortho and got braces tightened after school (oow), came home and worked on my history project ever sinse lol.

Tue, 08 Nov 2005 23:37:41 GMT

Today was pretty sweet, hanging out with claire then cruising round with Brad in the pinked out ford taurus lmao. but Brads a pretty decent driver appart from that speeding infront of a cop(the cop wasnt even watching luckily) but yeh not too bad lol. "i went to the dark side, but i bought a flash light." Just finished my math hw and my family are out so chillin with The Used blasting lol. see everyone for a fun day of school tomorrow!!

...FREEKING SCHOOL!!!......

Tue, 08 Nov 2005 20:55:39 GMT

So today so far has been pretty decent actually, i was expecting it to include me sitting around for the majority of the day but i've actually been out. claire came over and we walked to subway and had a nice long chat about things and people that we really dont like, then we kicked a golf ball all the way home. then i set up claires myspace account (which everyone should check out) so tht looks sweet. also Brad is about to come over so we can hang out or drive around or w/e. but i have got to do hw later so tht will be the downfall of today.

Mon, 07 Nov 2005 21:45:39 GMT

So today was pretty good for a day of school. Aced a chem test and got good grades on previous quizs so tht made me happy. Slept through history tutorial, and finney wasnt there so that was good. Then had some lunch and went to english were we did nothing important...well at least i wasnt paying enough attention to realise it was important, and then to finish the day fundemental design where i drew 3 lines of approxematly 4 inches each. when i got home slept so 20 minutes then raked an endless supply of leaves and now i'm sat bored writing this.

Sun, 06 Nov 2005 19:42:43 GMT

so todays been boring as hell. woke up to a tree falling down in my back garden, got up and watched tv with my dad. went online for a bit and did a bit of hw, then went to 12 oaks with my mum and got some lunch. came home and now about to hang out with Brad and got get some more food.

Sun, 06 Nov 2005 00:28:42 GMT

So friday was alot of fun at aubreys party where we didnt sleep until like 4 and then i got a ride home at 7am. and sleeping upright isnt to comfortable i can assure you. so got home at like 7.30 and slept until 1.30- 2pm and then lay in bed thinking asbout things for an hour or so. congratulated Brad on passing his drivers test and discussed plans for hangin out tomorow, called claire about hanging out and then watched Black adder until now...and just recieved a call about claire coming over to hang out and watch some more black adder lol. talk to everyone later